Is Bored

Heyy,

Basically im staying @ home tonight, Im so exhausted to even step outta the house. Okay maybe not, Mom's banding me from hanging out late night today since i've over extended the limit for the past few days by coming home around 2/3 in the morning. So whatever, Screw it.

Anyway, Went out with Yiva & Puihwa in the noon. Had Le On fetching us @ 1.30pm. Headed to Sunway to get accesories for prom. Met up with yudesh,Teethan & Imran for a moment , thought of getting his piercing done. Besides that, All of us had piercings today, New piercings. Im rather excited and couldnt stop bragging bout it, because im literally loving it ;) Had it done on my Tragus while Yiva was on her nose & Puihwa , her 2nd ear piercing.

A little preview of my piercing

Walked around, Headed home @5.30 sharp cause Puihwa needs to rush home like a cinderella. & Im home now, Sooo bored, Doing practically nothing, I think imma hit the sacks early today. 10.30pm perhaps? Heh, Gooodnight.

xxxx

Updates.

Hello,

Sorry for neglecting my blog , Readers are also starting to abandon this blog since my updates are taking like forever. I was waiting for Ameline for pictures to update. but its taking her forever.so i shall skip the pics & continue with my dailys. Fact that im already BROKE, Basically. I still depending myself on my job income which is still not transfered yet. Anyway, Shall rewind to Sunday.

Sunday ;

Had brunch with my mom & bro @ some restaurant. Headed pyramid afterthat to get my prom dress which i already found. Bought it @ Rm200. Reasonable? No? Moving on, Had BrendaMak's sweet sixteen dinner @ Bangsar, headed home to change & straight down to bangsar. Was @ Opus for dinner. Then headed to " The Social " for drinking session. w the rest. Kiasiang & Verene came joining us afterthat. Headed back to subang to meet up with Ade @ 2am for a bit then Home @ 3am.

Monday ;

Did practically nothing but slept throughout the whole day like a big time pig. Still, decided to hang out w Kiasiang & Verene during the night @ Damansara ; Rasta. Ade & Naeden joined not long after. Pretty good night, Recieved a call from mom to ask me to go home. Reached home @ 1am . Talked to a few friends online & watched Sex & The City till i fell asleeep. Plus, Verene gave the best advise , a wake up call ;) Thanks babe.

Tuesday ;

Had my dental appointment in the morning, then saloon aftertht. had bangs again, wanted to chop of my locks but mom insisted me to do so. Got home w Puihwa along, Had a pretty good catch up with her after soo long. Headed to Taipan @ 4pm to meet up with Yiva. Chilled at Mcd . Was feeling rather bored & tired decided to went home after half an hour later. Went home, Had a pretty good nap & Met up with James, Shaun & the rest during the night. Joshua , Rahul , Yudesh came afterthat. Basically had a good catch up with James after sooo long ! Heh, Got home by 1am again. Skyped w AdrianOng & Yiva. Heading out to Sunway tmrw for piercings.

Btw, I closed my nose piercing, Im not sure whether is for good. but definately for a moment.

Pictures.

Hello,

Sorry for the lack of updates, Been away & Busy. Had an awesome time this week, Shopping marathon, Which makes me feel like im on top of the world. BAHAHAHA. Besides that, Had an amazing time with the family. Finally, For once. Heh, Still life's isnt perfect & it will never be.

Been chilling with the some group of people, Hang out last night with Yiva, Le On & Her superb hot cousin. HAHA! & outings with the cousin at OU for shopping & Tmrw with mom & Yiva @ Pyramid , Another shopping marathon. Ohmygoodness, Im so loving the holidays . Still im flooded with so much of upcoming events, Which i dont even feel like attending it. But tickets been paid, Promises been made. I've got no choice.

Lastly, Wanna wish my dearest nutcase : BRENDA MAK CHUI MUN !

A VERY HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ! xx. Mwahhh *. Love you baby, All the best ahead & Im having so much fun with you this year, HAHAHA. MORE OUTINGS YO! See you sooon ;)

xxx.

Please, Dont leave me.

Everything is just a mind game.

Afterall, Everything was never meant to be perfect
Mistakes been made, I've tried.

Getting my heartbroken for the 28310928310983912 times,

It was NEVER once easy.

I dont like ugly endings,

Mainpoint, Why start things in the first place.

Where's my fairytale?

Lost. Never will be found.

No matter how much i pretend that i dont need you,

It will still come back to this,

Please, Dont leave me.

One word, Impossible.

This feeling is extraodinary,

But everything is just for laugh,

Because it was never real.

I will Never be able to have a happy ending,

Even Cinderella did.

No more to high hopes,

No more to love game.

Im exhausted inside. Basically falling apart.

Lastly..

I've learnt,

To be able to love someone,

I should let them go .

I guess, All this is just my Luck of love ;)

xxx

Mwahh.

Hello, Its 4 in the morning, Again.

Im currently confuse with love. Im so scared to fall in love again as i dont wanna get hurt. I dont want things to repeat like how it use to hurt me like a million bullet jst pierce through my heart. Im afraid. I dont know what to do. @ the same time, I think im going to, Mistakes tend to happen. But repeating my mistakes again? I seriously dont know.

At this moment, Im lost. basically lost. If only my loveguru Brenda Baby was heree with me, everything would be fine. But no, I havent seen her in ages. I miss her :( Im having dilemma and noone can understand this situation better than Brenda. I cant wait to go back to school .

On the other hand, I would be away from blogger, for mayb a week. Hopefully readers will still come back once in a while. I'll be away. Not telling where will i be heading. But till time comes, I'll be a much better person. Its more like a motivation for me. For me to clear up my mind. For once at least. Away from problems. No net surfing, No outings & No communication. Ohwell, I guess thats what i need all this while. Till then. Will be missing every one of you. Esp my bloody sohai . (L)

xxx

Heyy,

Ohwell, for the very first time. Im basically rotting @ home. Fact that now i truly regret quitting my job for futhur outings which is not even happening. Which making me feel plain stupid for giving up a job for friends to hang out with. One word, Naive. But, Im glad that im finally getting a getaway, away from people. Alone for once ;) Perhaps, I should request for a second job? I dont know.

Currently im confused. To get my job back or to stay where im standing right now. Arguements with my dad seriously getting on my nerves, I hate this. seriously Hate being in such situation. Realise that my hectic life is turning into something lifeless. Shouldnt give up & Regretted giving up. Finally realise that I shouldnt take friends advice for granted as they would just say things to make you happy for a moment and major let down next. So Screw it, Im on my own feet. Naggings over naggings, Drama over drama. Ohmygod, Shoot me.

About last night? Oh well,

Outings with Yiva, Joshua, Le On, Andrew, Prem, Zhideng , My bro and the rest during the night for New Moon. Which i find it pretty interesting but really ridiculous ending. Movie ended around midnight headed out for supper afterthat till 1.30am. Basically thats about it.

xxxx

Memories to be kept

Hello there ,

Basically its 4 in the morning, I wanna blog before i go to bed. Woke up pretty late today, since yesterday was my final day of work. Imma miss working & Im already missing it, Literally. Moving on, Had a call from yiva to go Sunway around noon to get movie tickets with Le On, Zhideng & Shian Hong. Got Le On picking me @ 3, headed straight to sunway get the movie tickets & Off for lunch @ street cafe in ss15.

Had fun fooling around plus we had korean food for lunch & They basically entertain us with boarding games which i lost rm2 for that & I insisted pay ! HAHAH. Got le on sending me home @ 5pm. Slept throughout the evening and Dinner afterthat. Headed to Tanjung after dinner to meet up with Yudesh,Prem,Joshua , Andrew & Aiman. Chilled till someone suggested to go jamming & I gotta accompany them as well since they're always the one who accompany me when im alone.

Had a pretty priceless moment while we're on the road. But everything went smoothly , The boys jam till the clock hits 1.30am then headed back to my place after sending Aiman home. Had supper @ my place & Watched camp rock till 4am. Andrew & Prem was literally dead tired. They Headed home afterthat

Anyhoo, Movies tmrw night with Yiva & the rest. Shall hope it'll be another good night :)

During Jamming session

xxx

Im such a whiner !

Hey .

Working in 2 hours time, Which i would glad to announce imma quit today. I cant take this anymore, Its rather stressing me out. I freaking hate to work & aint enjoying my hols. Perhaps, A getaway back to my hometown to visit my granny, I miss her so much. Getaway from everything. For a week or more. Somehow, Things might be calming down, but still something is really irritating me which i cant find whts the problem.

I WANNA MOVE.

I dont know where and when or how. I know shits meant to happen sometimes, but seriously, How long can i take? Glad that i spoke to baby brendie on the phone last night which made me feel a whole lot better. I (L) you babe. & Daddy's been really dissapointed with me not going out with him during dinner/lunch/breakfast which i truly felt guilty for ditching him. Somehow, Since the day i've been missing school till now, I feel like a whole new person in someway. I dont know what, But imma change it back. Back to how it use to be , 2 years back.

Imma quit my job, Imma stay @ home , Imma sleep like a pig, Imma bake, Imma make some songs, Imma write a book filled with poems again, Imma draw & Imma do whatever it takes to get that miserable feelings away from me. December's gonna be a busy month, Fact that birthdays/Christmas & Outings are all in December. Im running outta cash & Im not counting on my freaking job bcus its killing me. Everthought Dad's help would be so much easier? ;) Whatever it is, Im moving on.

Perhaps, Im just gonna spend time with my cousins. Carissa told me she's so bored & Imma quit my job and lets bake again KAY ! :D

pictures from my cam forr godknows how long ;-

Me & Yudesh Creation! HAHA, i Name it , Yudesh

HAHA FAILED !

xxx

xO

Heyy,

I've been skipping 3 days of work since last thurs. Basically, i was having slight fever / sorethroat, which was killing. Fact that i've been enjoying every single moment of non-working hours. Im happy with it. Moving on, Watched " 2012 " last night with Le On, Yiva , Zhi Deng & My bro. I personally felt the movie was awesome, Literally. Meaningful yet overwhelming. Graphics were little fake but it sucessfully got us teared up. (Y) one word, Awesome.

On the other hand, Mandy's in Istanbul @ the moment having her holidays for approximately 3 weeks or 2 with her family. Imma miss her laughters tho. Still, had a great time with Yiva over the past few days. Infact, Nuffnang's been really impressing me, Seriously. Currently waiting for paychecks ;)

Imma hit the sacks now since i didnt had much rest the previous night but being caught up with " The Little Nyonya " tv series, I personally dont like watching chinese dramas, But this is wayyy addictive. Got me to burn midnight oil till 7 in the morning. HAHA . Till then !

xxxx - Shall wait for my pictures to rot in my cam, Im so lazy to upload it.

Best Of Luck

Hello ;)

First of all, Explaination for my previous post was definately obvious that it wasnt me. It was my co-bloggers who so happen to be soo bored which eventually ruin my post that i saved in draft few days back. Anyway, Glad you readers enjoy that ridiculous post ;)

On the other hand, I wanna wish my dearest form5s , which facing major exam tmrw

ALL THE BEST ,loves.

Hopefully you guys would do well & I shall just sit & pray that you guys would do perfectly fine , Not forgetting to stop stressing yourself up. Esp my bestie, JoshuaBenjamin who's been whining how stress he is, No worries kay, All of us are here to give you support ! Heh ♥

Moving on, My life's been sorta less happening. Just chilling during the night & Work during daytime. Basically, Im so exhausted with my lifestyle right now. Its draining me out, Really. But on the brighter side, Paycheck will be handed in by the end of the month. Overall, Hardwork does pays off. Standing for literally 8 -9 hours a day & feeling so bored/tired all the time. Seriously, School was way much better than this.

I've got nothing much to blog about, Just got back from chilling session w Yudesh,Prem & Yudesh's friend. & Now, Im feeling rather stupid that im too slow to catch their jokes. Ohwell, Imma miss this so much since all of em' are currently busy with their exams, See you guys in 1 month time ♥ By then, I'll be a free bird. Finally, Free from work & Hello entertainments.

xxx , Wishing Brendie baby will be alright. Im pissed, Really pissed , But i dont know what you're going through, I just hope that you'll be fine. Knowing that Me,Puihwa & Mandy will be with you & Your backbone no matter what happens.

Hacked

Heyy,

I just got off the phone w KiaSiang, He's seriously cracking me up at 1 in the morning. HAHAH, anyhoo, I apologise bout the previous post, Just ignore it. I was feeling really down @ tht moment. Plus, though its been really exhausting to work day and night but still manage to get along with some people there, Most of em are really hillarious & really helpful. Overall, everything's alright, Just that i always come back with bleeding toes which is bloody disgusting.

Moving on, I forgotten to wish my granny a very happy belated birthday, which i truly felt guilty by forgetting it, all the time. Happy birthday grandmama! hope you had a great bday and many more to come! you know we love you very much!=D

Today, went out dinner with family. ate shit from the toilet. it was dam delicious. it tasted so sweet and my heart melted when i swalloed it.=D im waiting for the second chance. I feel so kawaii nerhzzzzzxx. after dinner i went to the longkang and meet with my lovely frenzzzzz. their tails grow longer already. i feel so loved being with them.

-got hacked by JoshuaBenjamin & AndrewPhang.